Oh, the end.
When I finish reading a book, my heart spreads out like a
plain. I also have a loneliness like I'm going to look back
without being able to feel excited anymore. At those times
I turn another page.
I wonder how vast the world can be. I wonder how many variations
there can be in the words people have.
But... The one I finished reading now was a very, very short
and small love story with just a few words.
Everyone who passes by everyday on the street corner forgets
likes it's ordinary.
Before school in the classroom, I go through the still-young
heroines.
In the crowds in buildings in the evening, I search for secret
love partners I can't tell to anyone.
When the day ends and I'm in bed, the words I've softly repeated
so many times.
I wonder what kind of book I'll read tomorrow. A biography
would be nice. So would putting together a dictionary of countries
I haven't seen yet in the library.
But I'll buy another mountain of thin paperbacks at the bookstore,
and put in my favorite bookmark at the park.
Good night. Sweet dreams.
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